So why now ? I want to get admitted somewhere where I won't feel like I am wasting my time I want to attract S.T and J.G's attention I want to redeem several people I have let down I wish to splash water into the eyes of people who have underestimated me other than ST (that is if she did, doesn't matter anyway) including VJ Seek revenge from those malicious people who sabotaged me AS and RM especially till their egos burn away