Reasons Why I am going to do this

So why now ?

• I want to get admitted somewhere where I won't feel like I am wasting my time
• I want to attract S.T and J.G's attention 
• I want to redeem several people I have let down
• I wish to splash water into the eyes of people who have underestimated me other than ST (that is if she did, doesn't matter anyway) including VJ
• Seek revenge from those malicious people   who sabotaged me AS and RM especially till their egos burn away